Last entry for this blog...
July 26,2003

Yes my friends, this, unfortunately, will be my last entry for my blog. After this last entry, I would no longer continue to blog in this blog "Unlock Thine Heart and Mind"... it will be locked once and for all... left to exist only as a memory.

LOL how pathetically dramatic... hahahaha!! Hate drama...

Anyways, but dont worry, my dear friends, I will be putting up a new blog soon. It is still under construction but will be up for viewing pretty soon. ^___^ Heheheh... It will have a new URL obviously, and if you're interested to know what it is then just email me at shohoku_no_mvp@yahoo.com

Well, see ya next time! ^___^

Yellow, you like a little excitement, but tend to
be mellow.

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Alas...
July 24, 2003

Yeah... cant think of a good title, you've got that right. LOL ^__^

And once again, I am here seated in front of the school library's computer, boringly typing my entry for the day. Hey, at least I'm trying to make up for the days (or shall I say weeks ...or even months?) of me not being able to update at all. There might be a possibility that you guys have thought that my dearest blog was dead. Oh well...

*Sighs and stretches* It's so good to be finally be free (for the day, that is) from my summer class. It's quite boring and it just adds to my list of "Things That Make My Summer Boring" But hey, at least my brain doesnt have to die down on me while I'm on vacation. Heheheh...

Hmmm... Lemme see... At 2:00 pm, I have basketball practice, and it's now 1:35 pm on my watch. Hmmmm... I think I'll just stay here a few minutes more before I go visit the couseling office to go bother a certain someone named, Sydney. *snickers* ^__^

Have you ever had the feeling of regret? I bet you did. But how about the regret of being friends with someone? I did... I hate it when people lie to me... and when people mislead me... and turn my good reputation up-side down...and make me lose the trust of my parents (hey...making my parents trust me was hard work! >_<)... and people who basically just ruin my life.

Yeah... I've met two "friends" who did that to me. (One in my 6th grade- 1st year of my highschool year and the second one was just this year) They piss me off. Thinking they're all THAT...thinking that they're the "bestest friends" out there...thinking they know me all that well... BULL. That's what I have to say for them... BULL. I cant stand them. I dont want to remember them ever in my life.

In school right now... and it's summer...
July 22, 2003

Yep... you got that right. I am in school right now... why?Well basically, I just finished my summer classes for the day. Then I decided to just hang-around till regular school is over coz I've got a Filipino Club E-board meeting afterwards. >__<

I swear...my summer is just melting away without me having fun while it lasts. Sheesh...and Sydney just told me a few minutes ago that I "didnt have any life." =___= How true, isnt it?

Oh well... cant really do much about it now, can I?

Anyways, these pass few days, I've been missing my old friends a lot. I know I have to get used to it because they are in Philippines while I'm all the way over here... thousands of miles away from them. Plus, I know they're really busy with their own lives as well as I am.

But still... I cant help but wonder when I'll see them again...

Emptiness...
July 21, 2003

Emptiness.... Hollowness of emotion...

I doubt it...

I dont know what has gotten into me lately, but I've obviously changed a lot. I can hardly feel my old self anymore.... the remains of that old self has been shattered. I doubt it can ever be pieced back perfectly... and I doubt anyone will be able to.

I never thought I'd ever come to such emptiness... it's as if I'm carefully being engulfed by the threatening darkness around me.

I doubt that I even recognize what i want as of the moment...

In fact...

But somehow, a thought lingers in the air around me...waiting for me to touch it... to acknowledge what it has in store for me...

Kurosaki Hisoka - The youngest of the main
shinigami, you often feel like you're being
unfairly treated like a child. You may seem
harsh or cold, but it's only to keep people
away from how vunerable you are inside. While
things in the past may not have been that
great, you now find yourself surrounded by
people who care about you.

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